How do I hear Chains Breaking…

I won’t give my testimony again since I have given that several times already (it can be found by typing #UNCHNED in Google search). Instead, I will share with each of you why I post “I HEAR CHAINS BREAKING” and call each of us “CHAIN BREAKERS”. I have known, of the Lord, since I was an infant. I was raised in “church” and grew out of the building, wanting more than what the body at that time was giving me. I wanted to know this life giver Jesus in all His fullness. I wanted to be like the ones I believed were so Holy and Righteous. In time I found out they were just as broken as I. I learned that “church” is a hospital for the hurting, sinners just like myself. A central place to go and learn of His ways and the purpose for my life, to fellowship with others and to learn from one another. Eventually, that wasn’t enough either. I wanted more Jesus, more Holy Spirit, more God in my life. So I took to the streets to share the live changing message of Christ; where I had been in all my sin and where only He could have pulled me out. I was attempting to love on His people. It wasn’t until the ones in my life that I loved started looking at me like I was crazy, did I start to question myself and my motive. I turned inward and I took MY eyes off of Jesus and started to look around and the attacks grew from there. My old ways resurfaced, my old ways of thinking, my old habits, the things GOD had removed were once again before me. Where did I go wrong? How was I again facing a divorce? How would I get out of this pit and back into His Palace? I kept hearing in my spirit… It’s simple! I found myself arguing with God, “What is so simple?’ Where am I missing it?” Steadily my life was falling apart. Not only was I using again, but there was a much deeper wound I hadn’t taken care of before. I had unknowingly used my faith, as a crutch, trying to keep the deliverance and healing he had already given me. I was trying to cover up my past pain again with substances, by numbing myself to my husband, my children, my extended family and most importantly, ME. I couldn’t help anyone if I couldn’t allow God to first help me. I didn’t just go out and just start using illegal drugs. It came in more subtle ways. I started listening to my natural doctors more than the GREAT PHYSICIAN, who had suffered, died, was buried and rose again for my sickness/ disease and sin. I started listening to the voices in my head that were telling me I had a right to feel this way (justification). I even listened to other “Christians” who told me that I was right, they would use scriptures to help me justify myself. I don’t think they realized what they were saying. I believe they thought they were helping. What I needed could not be found by looking left or right, but could only be found in once again surrendering (total trust) it all to THEE. In this process, I learned the most important word spoken to me from the throne. IT’S NOT ABOUT ME!!! It isn’t about me; what I can accomplish for him, what I can say to another, what I want out of life, what I deserve for being a good wife for so long, a good mother, friend or anything else. IT’S ALL ABOUT JESUS and us being totally surrendered to HIS LOVE, HIS FAITH, HIS WAYS. IT’S ALL ABOUT HOLY SPIRIT… trusting and yielding to His Still Small Voice. My life was never about ME. I was NOT placed here to have “my” needs meet, but to accomplish & fulfill GODs PURPOSE AND PLAN for my life. Once I realized that Key Role, my life has become UNCHAINED. UNCHAINED from my past. UNCHAINED from the present. UNCHAINED from the future. My desire is for you, my fellow brothers and sisters, to be UNCHAINED too. UNCHAINED from this world and it’s systems. UNCHAINED from the hurts our choices and others choices have inflicted on us. UNCHAINED to love GOD undeniably, unhindered and unwavering, by what Jesus accomplished at the cross, by the power of Holy Spirit. With God, all things are possible to them that believe. I call you CHAIN BREAKERS because the same spirit that is inside of me, also lives within you, HIS HOLY SPIRIT. As you walk with God, trusting Him, by His Spirit, I can just hear (perceive) your chains breaking.

#UNCHNED In Total Surrender
In His Love, A-M <{{{><

Ephesians 2:4-10 (TPT) 4 But God still loved us with such great love. He is so rich in compassion and mercy. 5 Even when we were dead and doomed in our many sins, he united us into the very life of Christ and saved us by his wonderful grace! 6 He raised us up with Christ the exalted One, and we ascended with him into the glorious perfection and authority of the heavenly realm, for we are now joined as one with Christ! 7 Throughout the coming ages we will be the visible display of the infinite, limitless riches of his grace and kindness, which was showered upon us in Jesus Christ. 8 For it was only through this wonderful grace that we believed in him. Nothing we did could ever earn this salvation, not even our faith, for it was the gracious gift from God that brought us to Christ! 9 So no one will ever be able to boast, for salvation is never a reward for good words or human striving.

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